Your eyes haunt me. In my dreams every night they reside, always there, never leaving. Why do they haunt me so? They are a deep, dark brown, commonly mistaken as black. Some consider them to be the entrance to hell, containing no emotion, but if you look deep enough, like I have, you will see all the emotion attempting to overflow from the gates. They wish to be free, to show you have feeling, but never have you faltered in keeping your emotions in check.
How I long for you to look at me lovingly, as I look at you. I know you know where my feelings reside, but never, not once have you gave the slightest hint that you feel the same way. For you are too proud to show emotion, much less love. You say that love makes people weak, for if you love someone then never can you truly be free.
Why? Why will you not look at me? You avoid my gaze, for you know I love you and I know you do not love me, but can't a girl dream? How I wish those beautiful eyes would look at me, weather filled with love, hatred or disgust. Please. Just glance at me every once in a while, that is all I ask. For even the slightest hint that you acknowledge my existence would end this suffering.
Will you give me the grace of not but a single glance? Or would you simply continue to shun me away, pretending as if my presence does not exist? My heart longs for you and it is plainly shown. Just a glance, then perhaps I could see into those eyes that haunt my dreams every night.
If you will not glance my way, then will you leave me alone so I can reside in what little sanity I have left? For you make my mind go hazy. You make my mind delve into the depths of darkness, where all sanity is lost. Why? Why can't you just leave me? For I long to be with you, but I know that will never happen. So either glance at me, or glance not. Please. Just choose one side and stop my endless wanting.